not really, but it’s amazing how self centered the human really is.
This AM I am listening to Sam yammer away about food. I have music on, candles lit, sunshine coming in the window. The AM at my house is my favorite time of day, especially in winter when sunlight is a premium. I need more coffee. Life is Good in pink is my shirt today, belying the last 16 challenging days. What a way to start the new year, with family in the hospital and marital discord!. There’s alot on my mind this AM, no work scheduled being one thing. Dunno if I should look for volunteer opportunities. The weather could not be nicer for Jan. Hopefully it will result in cheaper utility bills. I want, I want lots of things, mostly stuff that cannot be bought. I am living more in striving than I am in delight and contentment. Thinking about people I have the privilege to pray for, see, it’s not all about me!. I am into leather black purses. Purses are a secret obsession, but not the spendy kind. Nice ones can be had at Goodwill. I have many. Thankful for new beginnings with God, with my husband. Trying to extinguish the shame that dogs me when I reveal myself to others. Need to cook real meals and finish some quilts. And stop thinking about myself!!!
